It's just how it is.

   Dec 23

Why don’t I sleep?

I don’t have insomnia or anything like that but I do wonder what is wrong with me? Am I insane? Was dropped on my head as a baby? For as long as I can remember and even now as an adult I am horrible about going to bed. It doesn’t matter how tired I am I will avoid going to bed. Years ago before we had kids Rob and I were working different shifts and if I was tired and he wasn’t home I would sleep on the couch. I just didn’t want to go to bed. Now I will often be exhausted and instead of going to bed before Rob I will just read emails and waste time in cyber space till he’s ready for bed. Sometimes I’ll even stay up past Rob even though I amĀ  exhausted.

Tonight is one of those nights. Instead of blogging and going to bed.
It’s a habit I need to break but I just don’t see how to. Well on the that note I am tired good night.

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