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   Nov 20

When did that happen???

I am not sure when it happened.
I guess it was over time.
A slow and steady process.
I must have missed the signs.

I don’t know when it happened.
I wish I had been told.
A secret no one tells you.
Oh when did I get old???

*** Sorry I was just feeling rhyme-y today. 🙂 I thought I’d share the way I feel.

It isn’t a bad thing it just surprised me.  I am only 31 but today I saw some teenagers out being teenagers and in a flash the thought crossed my mind “Ugh kids.” And in that instant I became old to myself. I have always said I wanted to live a Peter Pan life and never grow up at least at heart. But I have come to realize that I failed at it.

This could be a sad thought but I am actually happy with it. I couldn’t have a house, a husband and children in a Peter Pan life. A child’s heart is free of responsibility. I have unknowingly and with out realizing grown up but it was the right thing for me.

Oh but I still get toys. 🙂

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